Sigh

Sometimes things are hard. Sometimes words cannot heal. Just got done crying over the fact that we will not have court next week. They hope to have court again in January. We will all leave this week and then have to return again for court when they reschedule it. Told J today and the stress of it all gave him a headache and he shut down. He had tears and they said he never cries over injury or sickness, he was was sad and worried. Why does an almost 8 yr  old have to worry about such things?! Truthfully it is good that court is not next week, I think it is better for the judge. But time is precious, we have already lost so much. I ache to have our family complete and all home. I know God is in control and I pray He gives J the peace and joy that can only come from Him in the waiting. trying to enjoy the last couple of days but a black coud hangs over it and I can see it in J's demeanor. God give me the words to comfort my boy in a second language and in a relationship that is brand new. please continue to pray for favor in the court when we do go. And please uphold sweet sweet J in your prayers- daily.