Tomorrow is the big day!

Tomorrow our lives could change forever.  How do you sleep soundly when you know the next day can be so amazing?  It is the day that a family will be chosen for J, and I pray that it is us!!!   It is probably daytime across the world where he is.  Maybe he is going to school or playing with his friends.  He does not know the attachment I have for him and how I hope and pray for him.  Should I fret and worry?  Should I wonder if I answered one of the endless questions wrong?  Should I have sent in a different family photo?  No, no, and no... As my dear husband reminded me nothing we can do or say will alter whether he becomes our son or not.  God has ordained for this special boy to know the love of a family at this exact point in his life.  Whether that is us or not, matters not to God's plan nor to the life of sweet J. Tomorrow will be amazing for J, no matter who is chosen, he gets a family!  A family that knows God and that has been praying and storing up love for him.  So I can rest in peace and joy knowing that tomorrow is a wonderful day for J, whether or not I become his mother.  Praise God who works tirelessly for the orphans and holds them in the palm of his hand.